{"id":35640,"date":"2026-06-08T13:53:07","date_gmt":"2026-06-08T12:53:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/audiobb.com\/?p=35640"},"modified":"2026-06-08T13:53:07","modified_gmt":"2026-06-08T12:53:07","slug":"how-to-murder-your-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/audiobb.com\/index.php\/2026\/06\/08\/how-to-murder-your-life\/","title":{"rendered":"How to Murder Your Life"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>From the\u00a0<i>New York Times<\/i>\u00a0bestselling author and former beauty editor Cat Marnell, a \u201cvivid, maddening, heartbreaking, very funny, chaotic\u201d (<i>The New York Times<\/i>) memoir of prescription drug addiction and self-sabotage, set in the glamorous world of fashion magazines and downtown nightclubs.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>At twenty-six, Cat Marnell was an associate beauty editor at\u00a0<i>Lucky<\/i>, one of the top fashion magazines in America\u2014and that\u2019s all most people knew about her. But she hid a secret life. She was a prescription drug addict. She was also a \u201cdoctor shopper\u201d who manipulated Upper East Side psychiatrists for pills, pills, and more pills; a lonely bulimic who spent hundreds of dollars a week on binge foods; a promiscuous party girl who danced barefoot on banquets; a weepy and hallucination-prone insomniac who would take anything\u2014<i>anything<\/i>\u2014to sleep.<\/p>\n<p>This is a tale of self-loathing, self-sabotage, and yes, self-tanner. It begins at a posh New England prep school\u2014and with a prescription for the Attention Deficit Disorder medication Ritalin. It continues to New York, where we follow Marnell\u2019s amphetamine-fueled rise from intern to editor through the beauty departments of\u00a0<i>NYLON<\/i>,\u00a0<i>Teen Vogue<\/i>,\u00a0<i>Glamour<\/i>, and\u00a0<i>Lucky<\/i>. We see her fight between ambition and addiction and how, inevitably, her disease threatens everything she worked so hard to achieve. From the Cond\u00e9 Nast building to seedy nightclubs, from doctors\u2019 offices and mental hospitals, Marnell \u201ctreads a knife edge between glamorizing her own despair and rendering it with savage honesty.\u2026with the skill of a pulp novelist\u201d (<i>The New York Times Book Review<\/i>) what it is like to live in the wild, chaotic, often sinister world of a young female addict who can\u2019t say\u00a0<i>no<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Combining \u201call the intoxicating intrigue of a thriller and yet all the sobering pathos of a gifted writer\u2019s true-life journey to recover her former health, happiness, ambitions, and identity\u201d (<i>Harper\u2019s Bazaar<\/i>),\u00a0<i>How to Murder Your Life\u00a0<\/i>is mesmerizing, revelatory, and necessary.<\/p>\n<h3>How to Murder Your Life<\/h3>\n<p>A Memoir<br \/>\nBy: Cat Marnell<br \/>\nNarrated by: Cat Marnell<br \/>\nLength: 11 hrs and 58 mins<br \/>\nRelease date: 01-31-17<br \/>\nLanguage: English<br \/>\nFormat and Bitrate: M4B@65 kbps<br \/>\nSize: 343.43 MB<\/p>\n<h2 style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/rapidgator.net\/file\/2d22c48347692a76fc226e47066a8632\/Cat_Marnell_-_How_to_Murder_Your_Life.m4b.html\"><strong>Download from RapidGator<\/strong><\/a><\/h2>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>From the\u00a0New York Times\u00a0bestselling author and former beauty editor Cat Marnell, a \u201cvivid, maddening, heartbreaking, very funny, chaotic\u201d (The New<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":35641,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[126],"tags":[6233],"class_list":["post-35640","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-biographies-memoirs","tag-cat-marnell","comments-off"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.7 - 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