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By acclaimed Forward Prize-winner, novelist, and poet, Kei Miller’s linked collection of essays blends memoir and literary commentary to explore the silences that exist in our conversations about race, sex, and gender.<\/b><\/p>\n

In a deeply moving, critical, and lyrical collection of interconnected essays, award-winning writer Kei Miller explores the silences in which so many important things are kept. Miller examines the experience of discrimination through this silence and what it means to breach it – “to risk words, to risk truth; and through the body and the histories those bodies inherit” the crimes that haunt them, and how the meanings of our bodies can shift as we move through the world, variously assuming privilege or victimhood. Through letters to James Baldwin, encounters with Soca, Carnival, family secrets, love affairs, questions of aesthetics, and more, Miller powerfully and imaginatively recounts everyday acts of racism and prejudice from a Black, male, queer perspective. An almost disarmingly personal collection, Kei dissects his experiences in Jamaica and Britain, working as an artist and intellectual, making friends and lovers, discovering the possibilities of music and dance, literary criticism, culture, and storytelling.<\/p>\n

With both the epigrammatic concision and conversational cadence of his poetry and novels,\u00a0Things I Have Withheld<\/i>\u00a0is a great artistic achievement: a work of innovation and beauty which challenges us to interrogate what seems unsayable and why, “our actions, defense mechanisms, imaginations and interactions” and those of the world around us.<\/p>\n

Things I Have Withheld<\/h3>\n

By: Kei Miller
\nNarrated by: Kei Miller
\nLength: 7 hrs and 25 mins
\nRelease date: 09-14-21
\nLanguage: English
\nFormat and Bitrate: M4B@125 kbps
\nSize: 406.01 MB<\/p>\n

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